Moved , bye .
Moved , bye .
Regardless of our heavy heart , we'll carry on .


Meet Xuebin early morning for breakfast , than went to work at an event , at iluma . It was raining heavily , so unlucky ! Work till 6pm , went LJS for lunch/dinner . Than went shopping . Went back admiralty and cousin's wife came and drive me home , so i gave her one of my goodie bag . ^^
We have to wear this christmas hat while working !


On the 18th , went Lavender to collect my passport with Mummy & Xavier . Have to wait very long , so we had our breakfast while waiting . Went to Clarke Quay after that , than train back to Northpoint had lunch , thannnnnnnn to sch to collect my result . Damn fcuk up , the weather is so hot and the security guard don't let me in ! -.- I don't feel like going back to that @#$(*)* school , but no choice .... Sigh .







Than go home , mummy takeaway dinner for me again and cheesecake ! AH , like wth , growing fat again ...... Sigh ... forget it , show you some of my bf's photo ! :D Tmr i'm going out with him again .. though i'm really very very tired , say you love me pls ! Hahahaha .







Post haven end ! still got more !


Meet Xb & lionel on 17th dec , went The Cathay than PS . Watched " The Storm Warriors " . Nice show ! Only Lionel don't like , lol . Bought our ticket first and went to had our dinner at Suki Sushi . After the show , walk around PS , than home sweet home .






L keep asking me go church ... but ... i really don't feel like going , Sorry !


Overdue photos :
I don't know why whatever xb cook taste so delicious ....


Wed - Pinic
Thurs - BBQ
And i need to buy books too ! Xb acc me ok ?
It's 1am now , i'm going to sleep soon . BYE .
What does it mean , to be happy ?
It's 3.33am now , and i've to meet xb tmr morning . But i just can't sleep whenever i'm at home , melatonin is so useless to me . I used to pop in 50tablets , but end up still sleeping and waking up at the same time .. Mummy refuse to buy the stronger one for me . Sigh . Xb , can i sleep at your house ? Hahaha .
Was chatting on phone with Xb & L just now , so ... we decided to go Dhoby Ghaut instead of IMM tomorrow . The Cathay again , PS again .... If i'm going to voice out anything again , L will definitely say , why can't i give in since it's his ' birthday ' . And i'm unable to meet Johnny at Yishun for the birthday card already . Friday mummy is not working , i think i'm going to collect my passport first than go school . She bought black colour spray for my hair already ~
Mummy , there's so much i want to tell you . One of it is , thank you . For sparing some thoughts for me . I know you just don't want me to be stress about it .
It's 2.01am now .
Slept at 4plus yesterday night , woke up at 6plus . I received sms from someone , who affect my mood alot . But it's over .. went market , than 768 for breakfast .
Meet J for movie , caught 2012 . I ..... forget it . After movie , went back woodlands , to his friend , lionel's house . Till around 9plus , went to Sun plaza to meet Xb .
From sun plaza , we walk all the way to SSC opp for supper ~ I'm dieting de leh :( Walk back to Sun plaza mac after that , she keep " 疑神疑鬼" , super funny . Now i'm at her house , she's beside me now , sleeping . HAHAHAHA . Because i said something wrong just now , she ask me eat chocolate , so that i won't talk . So straight forward & hurt me again ~ Same as J . hahah , kidding ~ Anyway , i got funny photo with XB , post it tmr when i reach home !
It's 1 am now . Where should i start blogging ? It has been one week since i last update .. My life was ... how should i say ? up and down ? But i'm getting better now . I'm not weak , am i right ?
So .. i went to find Xb at Sun plaza on 8th dec , to accompany her for lunch . She only had 30mins ! :( So i went back after that . Look for her again on 10th dec after her work , together with Lionel . After eating , i met J . Went Vista Point ... to get drinks and went ... i don't know where is it . Than , on 11th dec , i met J again . Went Yishun first than Tanjong pagar . Went past Chinatown , and i thought of Xb . HAHA . Xb , must feel touch ok ! ( I'm talking to lionel on phone now and he keep saying i bhb . ) he keep saying he thinks that i have bf .. don't anyhow think pls ~
It's 1.49 am now , i've to wake up at 6am later on , as i'm going to the market ! I pester mummy for so long , so she finally agree to bring me there later on . I wanna cook , but i don't know how to cook delicious food like Xb . Last time HE , baking lesson , i'm always the one washing the utensils , because I don't know how to cook . -.- Anyway movie later with J ? And meeting Xb again after her work . This coming tuesday celebrating L's birthday . I remembered last year so clearly .. because it happened on the 15th . I'm so not going to Kbox this year again , repeating the same thing i did last year . Friday will be getting result ..
And ... THIS BABY IS SO CUTE !!
"我又不脆弱 何况那算什么伤
反正爱情不就都这样
我没有说谎 何必说谎
你知道的我缺点之一就是很健忘
消失真的不是我逞强
人生已经如此的艰难
有些事情就不要拆穿"

It's 3.16 am right now .
05 Dec 2009 - Meet blogshop owner than went Chinatown with XB . Bought an umbrella there , it's red in colour . I'm still thinking if i should use it outside .. because ... because ... Xb know why ! Haha . Anyway , we was really unlucky , all the food we ate taste yucky .





This is the amount of food i waste , it taste really weird , maybe i'm not use to it ?


Went to Fareast afterthat . Have been spending $$ recently ...

Around 8plus , train back to Sembawang . Both of us don't want to go home so early , so we sit down and chit chat for very long ..
我們多虛偽 .
(:

Mummy accompany me to Clarke Quay for work from 1pm till 8plus , thanks so much .


Sleep till halfway , brother wake me up . For ? Call police . Lol . So police came not long after , i wish they will find that childish person . I don't understand .. nothing better to do ? maybe ? -.-
This girl below keep saying talking to me like talk to the wall . She say things very straight , break my heart countless of time ! But I think she's the only one that can accept my everything , cos if it's other , i think they won't even want to go out with me anymore . Lol ~


Went out with XB today , but didn't went for interview . You know .. i'm only interested in selling *** . HAHA , even XB can't stand me . Sadddd ~ Lol , anyway we went Np , like finally i went there after so longggg . I miss there , but still as boring . After that we headed to Junction 8 than to Amk hub . Hmm .. thursday go chinatown okay , don't put me aeroplaneeeeee okay ! ^^

Tomorrow tomorrow , my gosh . I'm feeling nervous , hope everything goes well . Before that , I went for the interview and they took my weight and height , i'm 154cm , forever not growing ! :( And my weight was 34.9kg , please don't hit 35 :( I was actually intending to go on diet this few days but end up i'm eating so much ! Mummy's fault :( Okay lah , just kidding . That's all , I'm going to continue watching my Cruel Temptation dvd already ~
Lastly , share with you guys some photos i saw on web .


This is so beautiful .
After 1month plus , i finally met that yatou yesterday ! Will be going out to renew my passport tmr and ... some other things . Monday going interview at Somerset with Xuebin as well ..
































































As i grow up , things i want became more and more difficult to get and being happy gets harder and harder each day . I miss you , there are times when the day are so hard to get through and I wished you were here with me . But I'm not alone , because i've that with me ...
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