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BYE ,

December 22, 2009

Moved , bye .

Trading in the passion for that taste of pain

December 20, 2009

Regardless of our heavy heart , we'll carry on .

Meet Xuebin early morning for breakfast , than went to work at an event , at iluma . It was raining heavily , so unlucky ! Work till 6pm , went LJS for lunch/dinner . Than went shopping . Went back admiralty and cousin's wife came and drive me home , so i gave her one of my goodie bag . ^^

We have to wear this christmas hat while working !

On the 18th , went Lavender to collect my passport with Mummy & Xavier . Have to wait very long , so we had our breakfast while waiting . Went to Clarke Quay after that , than train back to Northpoint had lunch , thannnnnnnn to sch to collect my result . Damn fcuk up , the weather is so hot and the security guard don't let me in ! -.- I don't feel like going back to that @#$(*)* school , but no choice .... Sigh .

Than go home , mummy takeaway dinner for me again and cheesecake ! AH , like wth , growing fat again ...... Sigh ... forget it , show you some of my bf's photo ! :D Tmr i'm going out with him again .. though i'm really very very tired , say you love me pls ! Hahahaha .

Post haven end ! still got more !

Meet Xb & lionel on 17th dec , went The Cathay than PS . Watched " The Storm Warriors " . Nice show ! Only Lionel don't like , lol . Bought our ticket first and went to had our dinner at Suki Sushi . After the show , walk around PS , than home sweet home .

L keep asking me go church ... but ... i really don't feel like going , Sorry !

Overdue photos :

I don't know why whatever xb cook taste so delicious ....

Wed - Pinic

Thurs - BBQ

And i need to buy books too ! Xb acc me ok ?

It's 1am now , i'm going to sleep soon . BYE .

Happiness is only temporary, because there’s nothing to make it last

December 17, 2009

What does it mean , to be happy ?

It's 3.33am now , and i've to meet xb tmr morning . But i just can't sleep whenever i'm at home , melatonin is so useless to me . I used to pop in 50tablets , but end up still sleeping and waking up at the same time .. Mummy refuse to buy the stronger one for me . Sigh . Xb , can i sleep at your house ? Hahaha .

Was chatting on phone with Xb & L just now , so ... we decided to go Dhoby Ghaut instead of IMM tomorrow . The Cathay again , PS again .... If i'm going to voice out anything again , L will definitely say , why can't i give in since it's his ' birthday ' . And i'm unable to meet Johnny at Yishun for the birthday card already . Friday mummy is not working , i think i'm going to collect my passport first than go school . She bought black colour spray for my hair already ~

Mummy , there's so much i want to tell you . One of it is , thank you . For sparing some thoughts for me . I know you just don't want me to be stress about it .

15th December ,

December 15, 2009

What's love ?

 

 

 

 

 

 





Jacky hjj .

I will get use ,

December 14, 2009

It's 2.01am now .

Slept at 4plus yesterday night , woke up at 6plus . I received sms from someone , who affect my mood alot . But it's over .. went market , than 768 for breakfast .

Meet J for movie , caught 2012 . I ..... forget it . After movie , went back woodlands , to his friend , lionel's house . Till around 9plus , went to Sun plaza to meet Xb .

From sun plaza , we walk all the way to SSC opp for supper ~ I'm dieting de leh :( Walk back to Sun plaza mac after that , she keep " 疑神疑鬼" , super funny . Now i'm at her house , she's beside me now , sleeping . HAHAHAHA . Because i said something wrong just now , she ask me eat chocolate , so that i won't talk . So straight forward & hurt me again ~ Same as J . hahah , kidding ~ Anyway , i got funny photo with XB , post it tmr when i reach home !

Fake it 'till you make it .

December 13, 2009

It's 1 am now . Where should i start blogging ? It has been one week since i last update .. My life was ... how should i say ? up and down ? But i'm getting better now . I'm not weak , am i right ?

So .. i went to find Xb at Sun plaza on 8th dec , to accompany her for lunch . She only had 30mins ! :( So i went back after that . Look for her again on 10th dec after her work , together with Lionel . After eating , i met J . Went Vista Point ... to get drinks and went ... i don't know where is it . Than , on 11th dec , i met J again . Went Yishun first than Tanjong pagar . Went past Chinatown , and i thought of Xb . HAHA . Xb , must feel touch ok ! ( I'm talking to lionel on phone now and he keep saying i bhb . ) he keep saying he thinks that i have bf .. don't anyhow think pls ~

It's 1.49 am now , i've to wake up at 6am later on , as i'm going to the market ! I pester mummy for so long , so she finally agree to bring me there later on . I wanna cook , but i don't know how to cook delicious food like Xb . Last time HE , baking lesson , i'm always the one washing the utensils , because I don't know how to cook . -.- Anyway movie later with J ? And meeting Xb again after her work . This coming tuesday celebrating L's birthday . I remembered last year so clearly .. because it happened on the 15th . I'm so not going to Kbox this year again , repeating the same thing i did last year . Friday will be getting result ..

And ... THIS BABY IS SO CUTE !!

"我又不脆弱 何况那算什么伤
反正爱情不就都这样
我没有说谎 何必说谎
你知道的我缺点之一就是很健忘
消失真的不是我逞强
人生已经如此的艰难
有些事情就不要拆穿"

お誕生日おめでとう

December 06, 2009

It's 3.16 am right now .

05 Dec 2009 - Meet blogshop owner than went Chinatown with XB . Bought an umbrella there , it's red in colour . I'm still thinking if i should use it outside .. because ... because ... Xb know why ! Haha . Anyway , we was really unlucky , all the food we ate taste yucky .

This is the amount of food i waste , it taste really weird , maybe i'm not use to it ?

Went to Fareast afterthat . Have been spending $$ recently ...

Around 8plus , train back to Sembawang . Both of us don't want to go home so early , so we sit down and chit chat for very long ..

 

我們多虛偽 .

(:

Mummy accompany me to Clarke Quay for work from 1pm till 8plus , thanks so much .

Sleep till halfway , brother wake me up . For ? Call police . Lol . So police came not long after , i wish they will find that childish person . I don't understand .. nothing better to do ? maybe ? -.-

This girl below keep saying talking to me like talk to the wall . She say things very straight , break my heart countless of time ! But I think she's the only one that can accept my everything , cos if it's other , i think they won't even want to go out with me anymore . Lol ~

Went out with XB today , but didn't went for interview . You know .. i'm only interested in selling *** . HAHA , even XB can't stand me . Sadddd ~ Lol , anyway we went Np , like finally i went there after so longggg . I miss there , but still as boring . After that we headed to Junction 8 than to Amk hub . Hmm .. thursday go chinatown okay , don't put me aeroplaneeeeee okay ! ^^

Tomorrow tomorrow , my gosh . I'm feeling nervous , hope everything goes well . Before that , I went for the interview and they took my weight and height , i'm 154cm , forever not growing ! :( And my weight was 34.9kg , please don't hit 35 :(  I was actually intending to go on diet this few days but end up i'm eating so much ! Mummy's fault :( Okay lah , just kidding . That's all , I'm going to continue watching my Cruel Temptation dvd already ~

Lastly , share with you guys some photos i saw on web .

This is so beautiful .

Time pass , things changed .

November 27, 2009

After 1month plus , i finally met that yatou yesterday ! Will be going out to renew my passport tmr and ... some other things . Monday going interview at Somerset with Xuebin as well ..

As i grow up , things i want became more and more difficult to get and being happy gets harder and harder each day . I miss you , there are times when the day are so hard to get through and I wished you were here with me . But I'm not alone , because i've that with me ...